I am watching Re-Animator.

Tonight, I will go sing Karaoke. Tonight I will sing Pat Benetar...not Love is a Battlefield or Hit me with Your Best Shot, but something else.

But I'm sleepy, always sleepy. Ever since classes started it's like even when I sleep I wake and am sleepy. But most of the time I can't sleep. I take melatonin to help.

I'm struggling here. I had a week or so of this strange sort of happiness but it's gone now. Now? Just restless. Cant' sit or read or write much, but don't feel like going out and doing anything either.

I do both though. Because I can't do either.

It's all strange.

And I need to start actually looking for a job. I need a job.